Kidnap my heart.

iloveyoubadly iwantyoubackbadlytoo !

Saturday, June 12, 20106:52 AM

hey people even though you cant see the title let me tell you ! ^^ iloveyoubadly and iwantyoubadlytoo ! nice ? LOL . hais not gonna have paragraph post alread it seems so long ! so now gonna have one by one like compo like that okay ? LOL . i am kinda talking to myself . i am damn mad . just now mum scolded me for spending the money and not eating . but i didnt feel like eating mahh. than say send me to counselling for not managing money well . and next time i go out . she wont supply me with any more money . next time if you see me outside working . it is damn possible .

feel like going to a lan shop find job lorh . than can go internet also . LOL . but i dunno sec 1 can do what job lorh ! hais ! nvm see got any ppl Intro job . ask them lorh ! orh try open blogshop and earn money ? o.o thats a good idea no need go out work !

lately i feel so useless and hopeless. i feel more empty than i feel before . i feel like i am a peice of crap . btw to SOME people . hey i talk to you just to ask you something . and i didnt purposely sms you or interrupt you in your game . i didnt even knew that you were playing . than find me KP alr ? hais dunno how to say . maybe you feel in love with someone else ? i dunno .

whatever you say have such a big impact on me . i think you fell in love with her . that was what my instinct tell me .btw good luck for whatever is ahead of you . i have did nothing good to you . i am sorry . if i have been rude to you i am sorry . i didnt wanted this things to happen . all because of this alot of ppl didnt like me . alot of ppl find me crazy . alot of ppl like you find me irritating . example you .

maybe i am but i am born this way . this is fate . whatever happen to me is because of you . i change my life style . i changed how i dress . i changed how i spent my money . and what i spent on . i changed alot . i even change to such a bully after i met you . i am not a bully to anyone . but i am a bully to myself . i bully myself by thinking all those good times we spent together and whatever stuffs . maybe i am just talking crap now . but you wont ever understand what i am feeling now . you know what does it feel to me rejected and neglected ? no . you wont as you are popular . iloveyou . and this is the last ilove you you will recieve from now . as the next will not be talking about you . most likely .

hey if you understand than tell me you do . dun keep me in the dark anymore . we cant even be friends like last time . a stupid relationship can cause such a big impact on a small little tiny friendship between us . if we can be friends like back than than lets be . i just wished that nothing had happened in the past and i could rewind it . hey everybody this is a post to say out all my feelings . dun mind okay ? this is the last post i promise talking about him . i am neither talking bad things nor good things this time . just confessing how much i loved him . it is all past tense now . and just wished that you see everything and i wished that we will be friends forever .

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