Fuck . Nice word to start this blogpost . Stupid mum , i stay at home the whole day dont even want to fucking talk to me . Sua next time go out sua fuck one sia . Zz didnt really had any fun or good days at all . In china i made some new friends but stilvthere were moments when i felt like shit . Felt so fucking unwanted . An thoight that i shouldn't even have went for the trip . But after the trip i was closer with christine . She is a very nice person to talk to i swear . Haha ! She's so cute somemore . Cant my life be better sometimes . Explained almost everything to him last night . Have to keep a distant and i have to stop caring about him so much too . Sometimes this problems should really leave me alone . Blogging really is another way to get my mind off things and just speak about everything , cause i have no one to talk to . And i have no one who cares . I give up being a nice person . Everything would end up like shit even after everything . Nice start bad ending . Thats how every friendship of mine ends . Fuck this . Gonna end this blog here . And yeah , i hope me and him could still text . He is so fun to talk too . But no high hopes . Gonna give up soon . Ohyah and fuck you bitch . You gave me so much problems .

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