Ok so today was darn tiring I don't know why . You know something I'm so afraid to face you . I feel so bad still . Made you torture yourself , cause of my selfishness I only cared about my feelings all . But not yours . That's why I had to just do anything to not face you . But the problem is I want to see you . I guess everything was just not meant to be . Again . This time round I've learnt my lesson . Love just can't be forced . Can't be tamed . People might just be your closest in the next second the one who you thought you knew but turn out to be someone you didn't know . I'm confused still . Why aren't we friends . You said you wanted to be as close as before it's impossible now . I just can't take this anymore . I have to let go . If not I'll be suffering and you'll be enjoying your life with someone else . I thought you'll never leave me I guess I was wrong . Really wrong . Hmm just saw your hand with her name . Lol you guys are getting tgt again huh ? I guess last long . I will still be there for you . But it's just , if you want me to . Hmm I guess I'll end this here . This flashbacks came back and it's killing me I guess I have to sleep . Good night peeps . <3

Families getting so much better and things I hope will get better soon . Those bottled wishes , I hope they'll just stay in the bottle , and one day when it's the right time , the wishes will be fulfilled !

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